So yay Easter holidays :)
Hopefully it will get warmer soon so I can start my ‘wear whatever the fuck I want, fuck my eczema’ thing.
I usually cover up a fair bit, even in warmer months because I don’t want people to see my eczema and be grossed out. Which leads to me being uber uncomfortable physically and covering up like this doesn’t do my eczema any good anyway.
S I’ve decided, fuck it. I even bought myself a bikini for the first time and some new jeans. I haven’t had actual jeans in a long time since all my old jeans stopped fitting and I felt fat. Plus I’ve never dared wear a bikini before because I’m self conscious of not only my skin but my stomach.
I’m feeling pretty positive about this and actually being comfortable during warm fucking weather. You know, if it ever actually gets here.
So yay Easter holidays :)
Going to actually be productive this year and do all the resolutions shit.
- Get Healthy: Not loose weight or anything like that. This is probably the most comfortable I’ve ever been with my body ever. Just like eat better and exercise more especially with my new job which will include running around with young children.
- Be a Better Feminist/Activist/Person: Like call out my friends when they make stupid sexist jokes. Also not letting racism and other discrimination slide just cause they are my friends. Chances are that if they spout anything like that, even just casual shit and bad jokes, then they probably aren’t worth being friends with. Also go to protests, send letters to politicians over important issues, be more active.
- Sort Out the Whole Education Thing: I want to be a teacher or somewhere within the education sector and ffs I am not giving up on this. It has taken me a long time to get to a place where I feel confident in my choices for potential careers. I want to be able to make a difference to children’s lives and I am not going to give up on this. Need to actually sort out where I want to teach and what etc.
- Make More Friends/Go to More Meet Ups: I went to Sherlopalooza and didn’t really talk to anyone. Don’t get me wrong, I had one of the best times of my life there, but it would be lovely to have fandom friends who understand my loves for these things. I am pretty shitty at being social but I see all these awesome friendships on tumblr and can’t help but want the same. So fuck it, I will talk to people and try not to worry too much over it.
Fuck it is bloody early.
Just booked myself a ticket to go Jesus Christ Superstar at the O2 with the wonderful Tim Minchin and Melanie C. So fucking excited.
Yeah so I’ve fucked off to the Isle of Wight for a couple of weeks and I am internetless other than my phone :(
Got a queue set up that’ll last maybe a week at most. Just wanted to say hi to my new followers since I’ve been terribly antisocial and not done that yet :)
Drop me an ask or some shit
oh god so many Blackout feels right now and I need to go out soon fuckkkkkk it I can run for the bus once I have finished this episode